A Big Question!

A Big Question! 

Years ago one of my dearest friends asked me, “Is Brian still alive?” This took me back a bit as it was a big one. A big question. Nothing silly or woo woo about this moment, connecting with spirit just got real and became more than just a party trick. This was actually about a life or a death.

Ticia is my sister of another mister on this earth plain. When we first met at a party I instantly loved this girl. I knew that we had had many lives together as we had just connected like two old souls reuniting in this 3rd dimensional earth plain once again. Kind of like when you run into your bestie unexpectedly and now your whole day is filled with sunshine. It was kinda like that.

Ticia worked in one of the high end popular restaurants in town. This girl worked her ass off! Ticia was one of their leads that could do absolutely everything and absolutely everyone adored her. She is pure golden light with huge blue doe eyes that captivate you and hold you still when she speaks to you. I love this girl and thank the universe everyday that she is in my life.

Two of Ticia’s work colleagues had gone up the mountain for a day of climbing and exploring. For their privacy I will refer to them as Brian and Rodge. They were young healthy guys, strong, adventurous and had a lust for exploring and being with mother earth. I had never met these two beautiful beings but I know that Ticia loved them for the vibrant young men that they were.

I don’t remember exactly what time of year it was but it feels like it was the time around winter slowly moving into spring. The mountains were still very thick with snow and the sun came out daily sparkling and glistening on the mountainous peaks of central Oregon. It started out as a beautiful day.

Late that evening I got the call. Ticia called me as she was very concerned. Rodge had came back from the mountain but without Brian. Apparently Brian had taken a fall off the mountain side. Rodge spent all the time he could looking for his dear friend but with no success of finding him. Rodge had to leave before it got too dark and to get the rescuers in as soon as possible. It was going to be a very cold night but everyone was hoping for the best. It felt that all of central Oregon had Brian in their prayers and blessings that night. I could feel the energy heighten.

Thats when Ticia asked me, “Is Brian still alive?” As I sat at my desk I could feel a little fear settling in. I wanted to get this right for her. I closed my eyes, faced my palms towards mother earth to get still and grounded. Then I asked my spirit guides Ishmael and Gracie if Brian was still alive. Energetically I connected with a masculine energy. He looked to be about 5’8”ish, dark complected and a stunningly huge smile. He had the kind of smile that lit up the room. To validate that I connected with the energy of Brian, I asked Ticia if this spirit that I was seeing resembled Brian’s energy. She affirmed that it was him so I went a little deeper. I felt a long steep swooshing feeling, like a fast sliding uncontrollable motion. I watched this man slide fast thru the trees and then I felt a big exhale. I could see Brian up against a large fallen tree or a log of some sort with his eyes closed. That was all that I got. At the moment I didn’t know the answer to her question, if Brian was still alive or not. I told her exactly what I felt and saw. So we waited.

The following day I know rescuers were up on the mountain in search of Brian.

  I called my spiritual mentor Susan who has helped me for years to understand and learn the language of my gift. Intuition and channeling is literally like learning another language. I am what is called a multi perceiver. I can hear, feel, see and sometimes even taste or smell the energy of spirit. For me it is like one of those old fashioned radio stations trying to turn the knob to connect to best reception. I do that by asking questions and quieting my mind so that I may tune in even more.

I understood that the sensation I was feeling, of quickly sliding down the hillside was from Brian’s fall. The part that I didn’t have clarity on was the exhale. What did that mean exactly and what was that about?

Susan and I got real quiet and connected to Source. In our quiet meditation Susan explained that the exhale was one of two things. That one, from the quick and fierce speed of Brian’s fall that it he may have ran into something knocking him unconscious. Or that two, from his fall his body and upon impact that the life from Brian’s body left this world and crossed over to the other side.

Even though I did not know this young vibrant being, a sadness washed over me as I know that he was loved by so many and especially Ticia.

A couple of days later Brian’s body was found and he had in fact passed over to the other side. Call it heaven, call it source or the other side of the universe, it doesn’t really matter the words we use as it is all the same place. This extraordinary soul elevated to such a magnificent place that there are no human words to truly describe the brilliance of returning home once our soul leaves the physical body.

That memory will always stay with me as it was a huge turning point at understanding my gift and the importance to be of integrity and honoring this gift. It also opened my eyes so that I could begin to see my life purpose evolve.

To Brian, Rodge and your family and friends I hope true healing has occurred in your lives and you all know that love is all there is that truly matters in this one.